Convo With Me & Kev (via AIM)

Kev: I was thinkin we cudd hav mommy roll wit us wen we got 2 dat bbq place
Me: sylvia's?
Kev: Yea
Me: when are we going because thursday is not happening,lol
Kev: I was thinkin friday after we pick her up

lol, he said we.

BTW, we were talking about my mom. She's coming to NY this weekend.

Finals...AGHHH!!!

So the first semester of my sophomore year is about to come to a close and yes....it's that time

FINALS

The dreaded F-word

This whole semester had me stressed out

My mom and I got into some shit before I left to come back today about school and my life. She basically said that she didn't care about what I did, if I went to school or if I dropped out and got a job. I felt as if she didn't care what I do, but she was trying to let me know, in her own little mother way, that whatever I do, she'll be happy as long as I'm happy. That's just the condensed version. I guess what she was trying to get me to understand is that it's my life and I have to make these decisions and whatever the decsison is made, she'll "support" me in it. Just the way everything boiled down, I didn't want to even be in her presence, so I just told her bye before I left. My dad drove me to the train station and before I left, he hugged me and let me know that everything is going to be ok. He told me "This is your sophomore year and I know it's hard but stick in there and do your best." He understands a bit more than her because he went to Morris Brown and she went to Borough of Manhattan Community College (BMCC).

I'm studying for my world geography final as we speak and I think I'll do pretty good. I'm just going to take one day at a time and worry about what's going to happen now. I don't want to overwhelm myself and have another meltdown (I've cried about 4-5 times this semester).

::sighs:: I only have this week and the middle of next week and then I'll be home for a bit and then off to spend time with my friends and my pookie. I need a vacation. I can't wait until July (I'm going on a cruise with Kevin and his family).I need the tropical breeze, white sands, palm trees and clear waters NOW! lol

Mother's Day!

Even though it's almost over, I'm wishing all the mommies and mommy's to be a Happy Mother's Day! Tryna get a blog in before I fall asleep on my couch,waiting for my boyfriend to call. And he said he'll call me early,smh.

So how did I celebrate it? I cleaned my mom's bathroom and I cooked dinner. Some tilapia fish, mixed vegetables and pasta with pesto sauce. It was pretty damn good,if I say so myself,lol. I got my mom a Maxiglide Hair Straightener, something she's been wanting for a while. It was a really cool, chill day.

I dunno,everytime it gets close for me to come to NY, I get a feeling. Like, I feel a bit bad for leaving my family to go to NY and live my life and have fun. My mom is understanding, very. So it's only a feeling I feel,it's not as if she makes me feel this way.

I'm about to hit the hay and I REALLY hope that when it turns 12:00 AM, that I don't get a flood of texts and calls,since it's my birthday tomorrow. Matter fact,I'm puttin my phone on silent because I have to wake up super early in the morning to go to the doctor. I think I'm going to wake up earlier than I usually do to make myself a good,hearty breakfast.

I'll def[intely] blog tomorrow,since it's my birthday! Still waiting for my boyfriend to call me....