That's how I feel. I feel so out of control of my life and I don't like that.
I just want to go away and I can't even do that. The places I want to go, I have no way to get there.
I'm up. I'm down. I'm like a flat line, that's the best way I can explain it.
Have you ever just wanted to throw everything away? Just stop everything for a while and just be.
I feel trapped.
I just want it to stop.