For the last... 2 years, I've been through a lot of ups and downs and it seems like they just keep on coming.
With anything I ever had, I had to bust my ass to get it.
My senior year of high school, I went through it without my family, worked hard to get good grades and to get accepted into the college of my dreams.
Since my second year of college, I've been doing my hardest to at least pass majority of my classes.
Last year, I went through the 1st half of my third year with little to no food, no money, trying to get by in my classes, crying 3-4 times a week.
I had no job for majority of this summer, so I was broke like a joke. My main thing this summer was to get a job and stack heavy so I could find a place to live off campus and not have to relive what I went through. I went HARD looking for a job and eventually, I found one.
I took the semseter off to get my money up and I did, but now I have no place to live and school starts on the 11th. So I have about less than 2 weeks to find a place to live.
Fuck it, people I know do have it better and way fucking easier than I have. I work so fucking hard and go through so much for EVERYTHING I have. Other people's lawns look way better than mine.
The only thing I want is to steadily get through life with minimal curveballs. I feel like I can't deal with this, but I have no choice but to.