So Out Of It

Yesterday was my birthday, I'm 20 years old. ::unenthusiastically:: yippee.

I'm just so out of it right now. I'm just thinking about school and this house I'm supposed to move into. I haven't looked at my grades because I'm afraid of what it will tell me: if I'm still a student at Howard or not. I don't want to think negatively, I'm trying to keep a positive attitude about everything, but it's just so hard. With this house, I'm filling out this rental application and I have NOTHING to show. I have no job, no source of income, NO MONEY, no nothing. I'm just hoping that the landlord knows that this is what he's getting into with college students. Then this shit is due by friday and my dad and I just started talking about it today. He's giving me the money for the security deposit and I'm so grateful for that because I have nothing. Then, I'm wondering if I should stay in Delaware to work or should I come to NY like I said I would and promised everyone I was coming home, but making money is more important, honestly. I dunno how the job market is back in NY, but I'll take anything, that McDonald's money isn't too bad when you tryna make some quick money. I know, I've worked there before.

::sighs:: I don't know too much of anything at this point. I'm just confused and I don't like feeling confused.

Plans For His Birthday

Ok,lol,so Kevin started his job and when he did, he told me that we might not get to do all the things I had planned for his birthday.I was pretty bummed and sad when he told me. Well, he found out his job schedule and we will be spending time for his birthday (YAY!) lol. I decided what I'm going to get him. It's between 2 things: An 80 gig,black iPod or a Techno watch. This is a list of things I'll be doing for him:

-Go to his house with an ice cream cake (white cake,vanilla ice cream from Baskin-Robbins)
-Take him to see "Don't Mess With Zohan" (New movie with Adam Sandler)
-Take him out to dinner (Olive Garden)
-Take him to see The Cool Kids in concert (that's more so for me,lol)

I don't know whatelse it is that he wants to do, but we'll definitely do it.


I'll talk about the club later tonight

All About You

So Kevin's birthday is coming up and I have some things planned for him.

Gift-wise: I was going to get him a Sidekick LX but the price doesn't seem like it's going down anytime soon,lol. Plus, everyone who's trying to sell it,is selling it for the price they bought it. Like, the value of the product has depreciated so the price should decrease. He lost his chain when he was in high school so I'm going to buy him back a gold chain. Kinda iffy about the LX because he has friends that might give him their Sidekick and I will be damned if he got it from a friend and I have a damn near $400 phone in my possesion,lol.

I'm gonna surprise him with an (vanilla) ice cream cake and just spend the day with him. The Cool Kids are having a concert in NY and fortunately, Kevin doesn't mind going. I really want to go,so I'm glad he doesn't mind. We don't get as much privacy as we like, so I'm going to get us a hotel room.

But yeah,his birthday is in 2 weeks, so I have to get things sorted out ASAP. Wish me luck!

Start From My Birthday

Since I've been to Brooklyn (On the 13th), I've been SUPER busy. I am also SUPER tired and am just going to blog about my birthday really quickly and briefly. Then I'll blog about the 13th and 14th later today.

So Kevin had pissed me off a 1/2 hour before my official day started so I'm on the phone with him pissed off. I get 2 texts, a voicemail and Lauren calls me while I'm on the phone. I just let it ring out and then right after, Whitney called me. I let it rock and she called me right back. I clicked over and she sung me happy birthday and that made me really happy. I connected the call with Kevin and after she got off, he was like, "Yeah, I was gonna wait til we got off the phone but happy birthday babe." So me and him get off the phone and I go to sleep. I woke up early to go to the doctor to get some birth control and I came home and took a nap. Kevin called me to check up on me and I was cool, we were talking. I was just chillin, lamping at home and Kevin called me again and we spoke for a minute.

My birthday was cool, people called me and text'd me, I got MAD love on the FaceBook and that made me feel real important and loved, Kevin shouted me out in his statuses on FaceBook &&. MySpace, Adrianna shouted me out in her status, my mom made me a cake and cooked Turkey Ham, Baked Mac &&. Cheese, Brussel Sprouts (my fav.) and Roasted Corn. That was sooooooo good,lol